Sunday, January 29, 2012
Rocking The House Down @ 3:04 AM
Shake That Money On A Dime
I can't sleep and I really miss California. I just wanna go back there right now. And head to Venice Beach and Santa Monica Beach. I REALLY don't wanna wait for another year to get back or 3 years. I just wanna live there. I want to get to a store and random people just greet ya. I wanna get to places and concerts and meet new people. I wanna be in Hollywood every single day even if it means stress and pressure and competition. I wanna get back to Universal Citywalk and get Sammie Jay's album and get her to sign it. Oh btw I'm talking to Sammie right now! It sucks, this time difference :( And she's doing a show in Santa Monica tonight! And it sucks, cuz I cant be there. I wonder how Edward is. He earned like 140 bucks in Hollywood that day. Yeah, he's back from Seattle. See it sucks doesn't it, having to be halfway across the world from people you just met but didnt have ample time to hang out and to get to know them better. I left L.A without jamming with Edward like we planned to. Cuz he jams in Venice Beach and I couldnt go there alone. I wonder where and how Juan is. I actually really miss him. If I had enough time to hang out with him, I help him with his English and he could teach me Spanish. We could go to places together and hang out and be friends, because my Aunt trusts him so much. And did I mention Juan's really nice and cute? I wish I didn't leave so soon, I wish I didnt leave L.A so soon.
When my Aunt came back to Singapore with me, I still felt cool like everything was fine, as if a part of me is still in America. But when she left, it's like I lost total contact with everything that's been happening in December. I was just lost in reality. When I'm talking to Sammie I feel happy again like I'm back in L.A and my dream it's still there. I don't wanna be here.
What am I gonna do? How am I gonna get out of here to chase and live my dream?
Can I just please, please let me dream of California every night. That's all I want for now.